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Fuck Blue Cross

You guys want to know how aggravatingly difficult it is to be chronically sick in America? I have done it more than once, but let me tell you again. For the past two years, I have been on Stelara injections every 8 weeks for my Crohn’s disease. I am currently in remission thanks to the help of this drug that is priced at over $20,000 for a single 90mg shot. Take note that I said I have been on this drug for two years. I am due my next injection tomorrow. Last week I called the hospital pharmacy because they had not called me yet to refill the medication. I was told that the insurance is requiring another pre authorization in order to fill the script. They don’t just process these astronomically priced drugs unless they get insurance approval first. Forget the fact that the prescription itself is a pre authorization from the doctor. She says I need it, so what is the problem? The problem is that these fucks want to make it harder for me, they want me to give up. I spent 45 minutes on th...

MiseryMate

I have come to the conclusion That misery is my soul mate I have tried countless times  To break up with it Or move away Only to find that it always  Ends up at my feet  Groveling for my attention It’s wretched fingers  Intertwine with mine And it drags me down Again and again It’s a never ending constant So maybe I should stop fighting it Come to terms with the fact That misery might be my greatest legacy Love it as it has loved me

Closeted

I keep the men in my closet  Wrapped up in weatherproof bags They drape from hangers No one has touched in years I have my favorites  Fancy formal dresses  That get worn just once A bridal gown drags the ground Locked away in its white body bag  Amongst memories best forgotten  Then there are the insignificant Testosterone tidbits  Scraped from the bottom of my shoes  That litter the floor of my closet I should really vacuum those out Boxes of pieces that no longer fit I’m just too damn sentimental  To dump them off at the thrift  I haven’t bought anything new in a while The Italian stitching and exotic fabrics Really did a number on my style 

The Bug

Would you like to read a funny little story? It’s about this disgusting filthy bug that I found. I think you’ll find it worth the read, because I definitely found it worth the write. I’ve worked in the restaurant business all my life. I started out as a hostess and later my ex husband and I owned a couple, but these days I’m just a server. One night I waited on this sweet little family that had just moved into town, a couple and their two young sons. They really ended up loving the restaurant and would later return many times. After my divorce, I have thrown myself into the online dating pool pit a few times. I’d have to go out in public to meet anybody any other way and there’s just a bunch of people out there. Ewww. Anyway, one day I was on Tinder and guess who I saw? None other than the man from that sweet family I waited on a few days before. The guy is gross, far from my type, but I decided I would try and match with him, which I did immediately. That’s when it became fun. So this...

My Beautiful Crohn’s Excerpt

  Crohn’s disease is a devastating inflammatory bowel disease that can affect any part of the digestive tract. The basic clinical symptoms include abdominal pain, diarrhea (with or without blood) and weight loss. These three main symptoms can be caused by numerous other ailments and diseases so it is quite difficult to get an accurate diagnosis straight away. It often comes from a painful process of elimination, (pun completely intended.)  There is an intricate variety of other ailments that travel hand in hand with Crohn’s Disease. These can include joint pain and arthritis, mouth sores, skin rashes and psoriasis, extreme fatigue, kidney stones, anemia, abscesses and eye inflammation. Bowel obstructions and cancer are the most dangerous occurrences associated with this disease. The precise cause of Crohn’s Disease is unknown. It is believed to be caused by a mixture of environmental, genetic, immune, and bacterial factors. Stress is definitely a trigger. My Crohn’s didn’t b...

There is No Union in these States

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This is the first thing I saw this morning and I have been agitated ever since. Republican men CONFIDENTLY wrote and sponsored this bill. It only lacked 9 votes from being passed. This coming just as my ten year old daughter finds a love for basketball. What we really need is a bill mandating genital inspections of the members of the House and Senate to see who might actually have the balls to stand up to this shit. Now he wants to ban protests. He wants to take our voice. Women’s voices. Voices with foreign accents(except his mail order bride). LGBTQ voices. He’s threatening universities financially if they allow protests. I’d rather die than bow down to that raping tang tinted ape. That halfwitted bag of rotten monkey piss could mutilate and dismember their great grandma and they would just say it was her time to go. As I’ve said before and I’ll keep saying, there is no low they will not support. He can do whatever he wants and as long as he’s hateful about it, they don’t fucking car...

Andrw Tate is a bitch

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Rapey rapers gotta stick together. These fucking weasels believe they are the pinnacle of masculinity. This is just a way for Trump to further try and intimidate women. Gentlemen, if you are not combative of these ultra macho types of men, you are part of the problem.