SerenitySavage

The word is fatherfucker. I’m changing it. The mother is rarely the fucker, but the father takes it to a new level. A father has the option to leave, that fucker can just run away. While the mother loves that fucker as she watches him decide not to stay. Fatherfucker. This mother will clean up your fatherfucking mess.

Men that can  Appreciate the wind Are the best  They always blow away On the same gust they rode in on They don’t mind That I am the errant weed Grown in a crack of asphalt They see me a mirage  And raise me an ocean  Even if they don’t  Swim in my waves  Their breeze still  Affects my tides 

I will never understand How you can just chew someone up Use them for your nourishment And spit them out when you’re done Without ever seeing how much your Mindless gnawing hurts  I hope when you gag me back up  You choke on whatever is left

If you ever left me  When I needed you I mean really needed you I will never need anything From you again I will delete you from my presence Until all that is left Is the void that you created My kindness has been drained  On people that don’t care If I’m alive or dead I can play dead like the best of them The ice in my veins runs lavender  Pale and frigid I won’t ask you how you are Because it doesn’t matter Nothing changes your character Losing a friend  Is harder than losing a lover Because there is never  A good reason for it Each one that I lose Reminds me  Why I don't have any  In the first fucking place

Every man that ever said he loved me In the end never stays So if you feel the need to say it Please pick a better phrase From lovers to friends The cycle never ends They walk out of my life As quickly as they come in I knew it was never possible I know it won’t ever be true Maybe I used the same lie When I told you I loved you