SerenitySavage

Must be tremendous to be He who orders executively The leader, the Potus, the boss Winning instantly becomes a loss Has to be paramount to be the man With no apparent purpose, no plan Repeal. No deal. The little rat continuously squeals Isn't it magnanimous to be A fool fueled by ego driven lunacy Crying fraud left and right Twittering like a turkey might at night Truly it's so rewarding to be A lieutenant boasting authority Dripping greed like beads of sweat The entire Earth wears a frown of upset How comforting it must be To have the support of the wannabe Nazis Fire and fury at your fingertips Hate and ignorance fall from your lips Is it ever so satisfying to be The chief ambassador of World War III The shirtless Russian's bent over puppet Tooting his own horn like a worn out Trumpet Does it trip the world's trigger To play Russian roulette with the Korean dictator These three little men with all their vigor Out to prove which ones un

A queen with a pen Can kill a man times ten If that's what she so chooses The tiny tool is her gun Won’t stop shooting once she’s begun Her words the only bullets Ink flows like poison onto the page With intense colors Of despair and rage She writes what she feels And feels what she writes She does it to keep the demons out of sight The pen sharp as any knife Cutting with each scribble of strife Her prose delivers the blows With the cap back on She’s a viper in wait Always ready to write of her fate

I can't take your full gaze Find myself having to look away I see something I haven't before And I am scared of you this way Don't want to be in dependence Must stay independent Get my thoughts in formation Give my feelings information Remembering is so easy Brought instantly to recall History seems like yesterday Details that are so small The class. The hallway. The party. The night The restaurant. The hearth. The old house. The field. Paused only to start where we stopped This shit can't be real The blister still remains from the burn But the river of tears has dried up I am thirsty again Pour yourself into my cup

autoimmune body out of tune attacking itself triumph over itself agony wins from deep within fighting against the fight against myself suppressing from doing more harm to myself climbing  out of a black hole reaching the light and back again body has to pay the toll it can not take me from me

Am I whining or crying Sometimes I can't tell All I know is that it feels like the brink of hell Spit vile. Bile. Shit. Quit. Denial My body constantly throwing fits Pain is not the word to describe While on your knees wishing to die Nothing to help, no way to escape My body, to itself It rapes and rapes I want to kill myself from the inside out! Says the feet of intestines that bring all the pain about An endless cycle. A circle of shit.

A quarter of a mile The driveway I once walked To and from my home Where the owl stalked In the darkness and in the light The road remains the same Leading to highways Though it is only one lane Kicking rocks as I run Trying not to stumble The one that walks now is my son The gravel again begins to rumble

Crazy bitch You are never happy All you do is sit and cry Crazy bitch What's your problem? You never give a reason why Crazy bitch You are fired You should have smiled politely Crazy bitch You are wrong Though you had every right to be Crazy bitch Why don't you like me? I said that you were pretty Crazy bitch You don't want me? Damn you’re ugly Crazy bitch I love to see you mad So I make you so angry Crazy bitch Slow down, chill out No reason to be nasty Crazy bitch I'm sorry I forced my dick inside you You know you had it coming Crazy bitch I was drunk So it's ok, it was nothing Crazy bitch I'm leaving Found someone better than you Crazy Bitch You are done There is nothing left of you Crazy bitch You won All that's left to do is you Crazy fucking bitch

Where did you come from? Where have you been? It is our turn to win Your soul seeps through your eyes Is that just your disguise? Do I trust this dance? How can I give this a chance? The last one tried to drown me I learned how to float If you keep this up I may try again and jump off this boat