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Ten Word Tuesday "K"

How would you like to play a silly, time wasting game with me?? I call it ten word Tuesday. Each week I will take a letter of the alphabet and compose a ten word alliteration with it. After reading it, as quickly as you can I'd like you guys to respond with your own renditions. Use whatever words instantly jump into your head. I'd love to hear what you guys have in your minds and can't wait to hear your responses!                                                               ✨  K ✨ Kooky Kelly Keeps Kicking King Kole's Kind Kid Kissing Kangaroo                           

Expletive

     "That's my mommy!", says my two year old little girl as he buckles her snug in the backseat. She is bigger each time he sees her. He is her daddy, but he doesn't know who she is. She doesn't know a life where her mommy knows her daddy. She has to reintroduce us. She says to me, almost daily, "My daddy loves me". "Yes baby, he loves you very much", I say stone faced. He just doesn't love me. Apparently he never did. Please don't grow up and find a man like this. He will make you sick! That's her daddy, nobody knows what makes him tick, but I will tell you this, please pardon my French.      He never will give a fuck. Just like she didn't. Just like him, and him, and him. No one gives a shit, unless it is concerning a fuck. For a motherfucker to give a fuck, that fucker has to give a fuck about the mother. Instead, he made another bitch a mother. Along comes the next one, tallest one, trying to hard to be the perfect one. H

Red

My old young friend Red had too much sadness in his head and now he is just dead He didn't care The brain under that red hair was too much for his heart to bare There is no helping someone on this road Someone who is ready to explode Someone whose debt to this Earth is no longer owed How will his mother continue to exist You left and everyone is pissed Why couldn't you just punch a wall with your fist Red Rocco I'm so sorry this happened to you You were just a baby with so much life to go through Let this be a lesson for all that you knew to not put their feet into your shoes

Ink Pen

Sitting here again with my blue pen of sadness. Sometimes it's all I can do to keep up with my own madness. What if my pen runs out of ink?

Overdose

If you die from an overdose passed out in your car People are going to be pissed You'll never realize how much you would be missed Your mother will find your body Slack jawed and blue, slumped over the seat belt, eyes locked open Much to her horror, she will see how you have been coping Your father will not be able to keep his family together His drinking will increase, he couldn't handle the pressure Your brothers and sisters will have such a heavy void Their memories of you fading like old Polaroids Your friends will remember when you weren't so fucked up Some of them will likely join your early death club Your enemies will break into your empty home with no respect These enemies are also your friends, but then again, what did you expect? When you decide to play in the dark Your life is no longer a priceless piece of art The pills, alcohol, cocaine, heroin, crack All will leave you tied to a railroad track Eat you alive from the inside out Drugs want yo

Carolina Girl

Carolina girl She'll make your life unfurl Under the blue skies she calls home She'll grind your lies down to the bone Carolina girl Much finer than any Georgia peach Not just another piece of meat She rides through the 'boro Buckles up the loves  She doesn't have to borrow Puts the rest in her trunk Memories tainted by  A thick fog of skunk Carolina girl Will never lie She'll tell the truth until you cry Soft as a feather Cold as steel From pain that refuses to heal You can never seal the deal With a true baby blue So just shut up and enjoy the view Carolina girl

ME

The only person that will stay forever with me is me Love is a filler word added at the end of conversations flippantly Love is the largest word that means the least Love is all show not tell I will learn myself as I go with each day to day Some days I love me and sometimes I hate All relationships are this way Drama pyramids A little too much give Not enough on the take Each side sees it differently So which one of us is wrong? Until someone comes to want me as much as I want me Me will remain with me My parents will die My children grow up No one says they have to like me or take care of me or care Friends burst like the bubbles blown from a child's wad of gum They show up when I die To give elegies showing everyone else how much they loved me Things never said to my alive eyes Dust covered ashes in urns left on mantles Relics of this word love Imagine that I am smiling at you from somewhere up above The only person that will stay foreve

Postpartum Analysis

I am not quite sure when it got out of control. I think I was happy each time I was pregnant. I enjoyed how everyone was so nice to me, gave me a little extra kind attention. People offered advice, held doors a little longer, gave up their seats for me. I was happy each time, I think. Except for the one I lost. The one I didn't want, the one that never even was. The one I wished away until it died. Did the drapes start to close after that? We moved up and down the east coast trying to locate his happiness. His success. All at the expense of my own. I struggled through my suffering. He closed his eyes. He was too consumed with his own inner demons to care about mine. My first born suffered through my new mom anxieties. I wanted everything perfect, everyone happy, enriched. No fits for my perfect angel, no way. A temper tantrum in the grocery store brought instant mortification. Learning how to be a parent is so fucking hard. Especially when your partner isn't available. I was

Ten Word Tuesday "J"

How would you like to play a silly, time wasting game with me?? I call it ten word Tuesday. Each week I will take a letter of the alphabet and compose a ten word alliteration with it. After reading it, as quickly as you can I'd like you guys to respond with your own renditions. Use whatever words instantly jump into your head. I'd love to hear what you guys have in your minds and can't wait to hear your responses!                                                               ✨  J ✨ Justifiable Jackass Jamie Just Jumped Juicy Juevenile Jason's Jaded Jewels                           

We Are Not Sorry

The only promise I didn't keep was that I'd cut his dick off if he was to ever cheat He smelled rotten when I took him off the shelf Bought him anyway and then wonder why he ruined my health Did he look at me and think I needed more shit? Like I had a flame needing unlit? A bandaid stripped? Like I wanted more sores seeping through these pores? More lies to float down his river of denials A man with a dick, drugs, and a drink is easily persuaded The poison pickle needs to be stimulated  But you see, I too have been the cheater The cheated on The one doing the cheating The one for which it was done I've been the other woman, been the first one, too I've lied, stolen, vandalized people's lives I'm not sorry for making any one of them cry Though the pain it brings is overwhelmingly scary Each cheat brought me to a place where that word no longer exists in my vocabulary I will no longer apologize for other people's mist

Wheels

A guy in a Miata is always middle aged. He wears a hat to hide his balding head, but lets the back of his hair grow long so it curls out from under his cap A bitch in a Camaro lets her luxurious hair fly freely through the t-top. Sunglasses hide her insecurities. A dude in a Miata wants to be sexy and a bitch in a Camaro wants to be tough. What about the mom in the Odyssey minivan? Abandoned with the kids, so of course she gets the transport. A dick in a BMW likes to drive fast through women and stoplights. A dick in a BMW fits quite nicely in the Odyssey as needed. The old man in the beat up Ford pickup truck has seen it all and done it twice The granny in the Cadillac doesn't have time for any of your shit With a combined speed of 37 miles per hour, these two get nowhere quick A wealthy man in a Landrover switches cars like he changes his socks A rich lady in a Mercedes holds her diamond crusted hand on the steering wheel just right so the sunlight blinds any that lo

Ten Word Tuesday "I"

How would you like to play a silly, time wasting game with me?? I call it ten word Tuesday. Each week I will take a letter of the alphabet and compose a ten word alliteration with it. After reading it, as quickly as you can I'd like you guys to respond with your own renditions. Use whatever words instantly jump into your head. I'd love to hear what you guys have in your minds and can't wait to hear your responses!                                                               ✨  I ✨ Is Isabelle's Initial Ignorance Inherently Involved In Indesicive Idiotic Intentions                           

Current events 6/10/17

✨From my brain to yours, I now present, an interpretation of this week's current events Comey can be my homie if he can successfully peel that orange. The "nature of the person" is an erratic forest blaze. The Trumpster dumpster fire. America's superhero Batman's crusade came to an end, America's dad Cosby prepares for his non defense. Two characters, one revered, one wretched. A year has passed since 49 Pulses were cut short by a religious maniac's declaration of godly peace. This peace brought London's Bridge down, not a fair lady. Conservatives aggressively protesting Sharia law in Seattle. Show me one place in the entire United States that is implementing it. Scary trumped up Sharia. Graduations happening throughout the nation, filled with people that will never be more hopeful, motivated, or determined as they are the day of that stage walk. Summer's breezes start to stir.

Ten Word Tuesday "H"

How would you like to play a silly, time wasting game with me?? I call it ten word Tuesday. Each week I will take a letter of the alphabet and compose a ten word alliteration with it. After reading it, as quickly as you can I'd like you guys to respond with your own renditions. Use whatever words instantly jump into your head. I'd love to hear what you guys have in your minds and can't wait to hear your responses!                                                                   ✨  H  ✨ Hot Henry Hates Holy Hailey's Hairy Husbands Happy Help Heather                              

Current events #1

💫From my brain to yours, I now present, an interpretation of this week's current events💫 Kathy Griffin has had a couple of     bad days Never thought she was that funny anyway It was a joke, a bad one, get over it Yet a hypothetical noose around Obama's neck did not make you sick Chris Cornell of Soundgarden fame Fell on black days Another wasted life drugs slayed Tiger fell asleep at the wheel Drugs got him, too Though his life they have yet to steal Trumplestiltskin strikes again Spinning gold into straw Not interested in combating climate change with sharp claws Confeve takes up so much news space It's a misspelled word for funk sake Suicide bombers in Manchester Afghanistan and who knows where else Around the neck of our freedom Terrorists try to tighten the belt Our nation's kingpin continues to blow gas from his mouth of foreskin He is still rootin, tootin, fartin, and Putin