Nostalgia
There are layers to my bitterness Nostalgia only peels back another The two biggest lies in humanity Are always and forever Why are we so desperate To love someone When all we inevitability do Is lose them? You tried to hide Yourself from me The more you deceived The more I could see Straight through the lies And maybe that’s my curse You think you’re hiding it from me But all I can see is your worst So what do you see Still looking at me? What is it about me That makes you Want to look But not speak? When the wind whistles Through my skull Will you still think of me? Hate me like you love me There’s no other way I produce blooms the size of my face And you would still never stay You want me to remember but There is nothing you want to offer Not even a word Not your time or your bother I suppose I should thank you For leaving me free It is by far the best thing You could ever do for me