Sour Apple Oceans

Secondary sour apple green
Meets primary ferocious red
All the resulting colors
Are better off left for dead

A mess of deep brown
Dark and filthy
Oozes from the source of pain
The results are nothing but a stain

So I will let the ocean spray
Reveal the colors I forgot I had
Rinse me back to life
While you go back to your wife

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